Monday, November 12, 2012

A Message from Alexis

Its taken me a couple of weeks to process this, I've documented many unusual occurances in this blog, dreams, visits to mediums but this was something very special. A couple of weeks ago the sadness that I always feel but am able to live with became overwhelming. On my mind was the worry that I hadn't hugged Alexis enough, I was so concerned with her care while she was ill, did she eat, sleep, was she too warm, too cold, was she depressed, was their anything else I could do to help her? Now I find myself worrying, did I hug her enough? I just don't remember. This has been weighing on me heavily and it makes me feel very sad, was my caring for her too focused on her physical health? Two weeks ago I had a particularly bad weekend, my head ached and my chest felt like it was being squeezed, I was taking advils but they barely helped. Suddenly a friend called me with a very strange request, she asked if I could phone her friend, a psychic medium because this medium had been receiving messages from Alexis and Alexis wouldn't leave her until she had delivered these messages to me. Of course, I was sceptical but I did call her. The medium told me she sensed termendous love from Lex and then she said that Alexis was hugging me and had been hugging me all weekend long. Now I understand what I had been feeling, it was Lex hugging me, trying to reassure me. The minute that I received Lex's message the squeezing feeling in my chest and the headache subsided and I felt lighter and happier. Alexis made me feel better and by hugging me she was telling me to stop worrying and I realize what I needed to remember, that I showed my love for Lex in many, many ways maybe, I hugged her enough after all. Thank you Lex, I love you and I loved your message.